April 2013
2 posts
I Just Wish You Could Understand.
Being gay is different from being straight. I can’t go to a social event with the same mindset as you. I can’t talk to a guy the way you would talk to a girl. There’s a 90% chance the guy I talk to will be straight. It’s one of the most painfully feelings knowing that you are truly a minority. I know you don’t understand why I don’t like going to these kinds of...
March 2013
1 post
Your Facebook hack reminded me that I'm alone....
December 2012
1 post
November 2012
1 post
It's over
I only post on tumblr when I’m severely depressed. I’ve only told 3 people what is going on. I just can’t believe it’s happening. I’ve cried everyday while being back in Salinas. I just want to go back to college. The pain of studying is nothing compared to this…
October 2012
5 posts
1 tag
Rant Rant Rant
I don’t want to complain, because I love it here at UCSB. But at home I was a president. Here, I can’t even win a damn publicity chair position.
September 2012
6 posts
When I Just Shaved My Legs
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August 2012
2 posts
I'm no longer able to pretend that life will be...
Well, this song can explain why I give up on a lot...
July 2012
6 posts
I'm Sorry
Everyone I’ve been with either broke my heart or tore it to pieces and then just left. I’m sorry for what I did. Don’t take for granted what I never got: an apology.
9 tags
I know exactly how you are feeling. So here's a...
Breakeven - The Script
Back To December - Taylor Swift
Before The Storm - Miley Cyrus & Joe Jonas
Cough Syrup - Glee Version
Cry - Kelly Clarkson
Get It Right - Glee
Bottom Of The Ocean - Miley Cyrus
Hit The Lights - Selena Gomez
Jar Of Hearts - Christina Perri
The Man who Can’t Be Moved - The Script
Not Like The Movies - Katy Perry
Payphone - Maroon 5
Scream - High School...
Don't play with fire, or else you'll get burned.
I say this because I don’t want you to go through what I had to.
Gone. But Never Forgotten.
It’s funny. You’re here, but you’re not here. You aren’t the one I fell for. The one full of life who did and said whatever was on your mind. I anticipated so much and got so little. You ask for me, yet I shake every time I see your name. But not for the good reasons. Your physical is still here, but I truly believe the one I am looking for got away. The one I want was lost...
Thunder rumbling, castle crumbling.
3 tags
June 2012
3 posts
2 tags
My loneliness deceives me—I really don't intend to...
March 2012
1 post
Too dead to be living
I’m just gone. No one respects me enough to care. Crying solves nothing because there’s no one to tell me it’s ok. No one cares I guess. I’ll just continue to fake my smile as usual.
January 2012
2 posts
My sister Vs. Me
I think your a little bitch and you make up all these problems that you have. All day you sit at home on your lazy bitch mean ass and do nothing. I hope you know our parents don’t like you and are annoyed of you and just do what you say to shut you up. They told me that themselves. What did you get for Christmas? What’s that? A guitar that cost $1000? What did I get? A measly $50 gift...
December 2011
5 posts
I really just want to do nothing on New Years.
1 tag
I feel like I NEED to study, yet there is nothing...
Really Though
Please don’t waste my time when you know that I have a million other things to do.
I'm at my most creative only after watching Glee
November 2011
6 posts
The past it like a handful of dust. It filters...
The One That Got Away
It happened out of nowhere. Tears. And more tears. I don’t want to end up old regretting my life. I wish there was something I could do, but all I can do is wait.
2 tags
God I love this song. So relevant.
October 2011
12 posts
Fail forward
And keep moving
Maybe I'm crazy
But after becoming the new ASB president, I don’t get stressed anymore 0_0. I let everything flow and whatever happens, happens. I’m not use to such tranquility. Oh well I guess it’s a good thing.
Stay strong and Stay Solid
That is my promise to you.
I was excited too early
But patience is a virtue
2 tags
I'm ready
I’m ready to make a change and inspire everyone. I’ve waited this long and now it’s my chance to inspire the lost and make them found once again.
1 tag
Somebody please motivate me :(
For a Short Moment
I was given an inspiration boost. But is it enough to keep me going?
